I don't remember how it started.
Maybe it was since I majored in one of those exact science majors which needed me to always be exact and logical? Hyperboles and touchy-feelies are for the weak.
I miss being able to pour my thoughts into free essays without having to do a deep research beforehand. I miss being able to state my opinion without having to worry whether anyone is going to agree. I miss being able to share my deepest feelings without being afraid to be judged as "whiny" or..."immature". I used to be able to do all that when I was, like, nineteen, maybe.
Nowadays my courage in expressing thoughts and feelings in writing is limited to reviewing movies. Also limited to only movies I already know so well because you didn't want to sound like you didn't really know what you're talking about. It was fun (because I LOVE movies) but it got tedious sometimes. And apparently I need another form of support system.
Hope you don't mind it.
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